Sunday, 11 September 2016

11 September 2016

Mudahnya hati kau rapuh saat melafazkan kata kata cinta dan mudah nya kau menerima cinta tanpa meragui walaupun sedikit cuma.


10 April 2011.
We knew on this date. We were very closed. After a month i worked there, i baru dapat kenai you dengan lebih rapat.

Suddenly, on 16th of May, your gf came to our work place to meet you. And i dapat tahu you tinggaikan dia untuk kawan dengan i. I was shocked, and i accepted you on 10th of June 2011.

After a week i was in matriculation, on 28th of May 2011, our first Saturdate was in Malacca Town. I live happily with you eventhough we were far apart. I feel so relieved bcause you were the first person that was too loyal. I can see your loyalty towards me in your eyes. And i tak pernah malu untuk admit you as my first love.

Unfortunately, tiba tiba rasa sayang untuk i dah semakin berkurang. I juge menerima keputusan you dengan hati yang terbuka. On 28th of November, i cried in front of you, semahunya sbb i rasa sakit sangat sangat. Dan satu kebodohan y i dah lakukan sepanjang hidup i on 10th of December 2011.

I feel so hard to move on . And i decided to keep you in my heart eventhough we had broke up.


26 July 2013.
After almost two years im single, i found new guy , the superb guy that stole my heart and make my heart melted for him.

We declared on this date near my house. I lived happily with his love. This relationship was my first long distance. We met in Kuala Lumpur every months, we did many things to waste our time together before i back to Perlis.

Same situation with my first relationship, he left me bcz no more love left for me in his heart. He loved someone else that he known for years. I broke up with him on 24th of December 2013.


29th September 2015.
I got to know him in online game. After almost two years, i found my third love. With him, im truely fall in love because he helped me soo much in variety ways. Dia jauh lebih tua dari i. His maturity make me feel warm and safe bila i ada dengan dia.

Antara tiga cinta y i jumpa, memang dengan dia ni lah i paling bahagia. Masih long distance bcz  i still setadi in Perlis doing my Final Year Project in my last semester.

I cant remember when we declared. But i still rasa happy with him. Dia banyak manjakan i dgn phone calling yang anytime sukahati dia nak call bila.

On 26th of May 2016, i got the saddest news, (nampak tak tahap mana frust menonggeng i), but i still continue our relationship sbb i syg sgt kat dia. I taakboleh nak tinggaikan dia. So many reasons. Tapi relationship tuu dah dull. I hate to be with him, sbb dia y dulu masa mula mula i kenai dah hilang terus. No call, no message. Rasa terabai gegila.

i cant remember when we were declared, so same with the break off. fair and square. full stop.

Bkn lah melampau if i katakan semua lelaki y i sayang ni , semua nya sama. Mereka ada satu perangai yang sangat ketara sama nya.

1. No uploading picture.
2. No phone checking.
3. No default picture together.

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Current mood : i feel happy when im in my hometown yow !





Mudahnya hati kau rapuh saat melafazkan kata kata cinta dan mudah nya kau menerima cinta tanpa meragui walaupun sedikit cuma.